ITS WINTER BREAK! YAYAYAYAY!

also.. my xanga is going to take a break. like it was doing anyway.

i quit for now.

HAHA. so i post again. surprise.

much has happened since i last posted.. went to sadies, st. louis, blah blah blah... so i'll post some pictures. i like how i stop writing and just post pictures. its the lazy way out. and probably.. more.. pleasing to your eyes? whatever.

...also, i suck at college apps. the UC apps are due on the 30th of this month and i have yet to start on my essays. SHIT. meaning, i'm already waiting for my letters of rejection.

so here are some pictures from sadies, which consisted of the group eating at northside nathan's, playing pool at poolsharks, trampolines and foampits at flyers, then driving aimlessly in the desert to start a bonfire (which didn't happen bc the place we planned to have it at was blocked off), then going to danica's to watch a movie we ended up not watching, but despite all the shitty things, i had a great time. MIKE IS AWESOME <3 

so all these pictures are stolen from mike. i would post more, but who really wants to see pictures of me jumping on a trampoline like an idiot?

AND.. st. louis. if you're wondering why i was there, it was for a NHS conference. i felt really cool when i was there, because basically everyone that was there looked like minkis (sp?) from "boy meets world"

HAHAHA I LOVE THEM. yay strip show.

mmm. halloween. kind of sad to know that it was my last here in vegas... since next year i'll be off in college where ever the hell i choose to go.

saturday was much more fun that actual halloween was. i actually dressed up.. as what? sXe bitches. i'm sorry if you're offended. don't hurt us.. it was funny. i highly doubt my xanga is read by many sXe kids.. but still i will only post one picture... FYI: WE'RE JUST KIDDING.

HA. so then sunday i took my little brother and 895403 little cousins trick or treating, and in the process i lost my cell phone. then i just got really pissed off... but i found it an hour later when someone picked it up. then, i ate all my little brothers candy. he was a little bumble bee and he hated his costume. i wont show pictures of that because i look horrible and he.. isn't looking at the camera.

it's also extremely cold and my mom won't let me turn on the heater. so i dressed myself like an eskimo =)

...that boy, that ordinary boy, wasn't all in my head.

yay a post. finally.

first off let me tell you that i'm so glad we have a four day weekend. one day down and three to go. but i really needed it. i've been stressing too much, crying too much, and not having enough sleep/fun.. too much. also, I got an A in calculus, so the day was grand.

so sadies is next saturday. i don't particularly feel like commenting on that at this moment.

and basically my dad thinks i'm the shittiest daughter ever. i wonder who put those thoughts into his head.. jfskdljamarryannajfkda!! i assume its partly my fault for not visiting him enough. but sometimes i really cant stand that bitch. she's quite possibly the biggest ignoramous in the world. but i really do miss my brother. i have a huge dread of him growing up without me, and i want to be able to be there for him, but with college i know i cant be at his side. and the "new" brother that's due in december, i'm just kind of resentful about. Consider this: my dad is nearly 55 and works hard, isn't exactly in perfect health, and they always seem to be tight on money. WHY NOT HAVE ANOTHER BABY?! they don't seem to understand that they will have to eventually buy cars, insurance, and send these kids to college. its not just simply having a baby. and i can foresee them having another one because marry ann isn't content with having all boys. IT HAS TO BE A GIRL. what the fuck am i? apparently, not part of the family. oh disownage. i loved my dad most out of all of my.. four parents? however, when my dad doesn't love me anymore, there's something wrong with the world. thinking about it makes me cry. like right now.

but i guess there's other things attributing to the tears that i don't feel like talking about at the moment. maybe i'm being foolish. i'm just so convinced of my own cynicism. oh boys, somethings bound to go wrong.

tomorrow.. em and danica's halloween party. YAY! never back down.

somebody explain to me the concept of nevada day. what the hell is its significance? do other states have like.. "oregon day" and the kids dont have to go to school?! i think its a dumb excuse for a holiday. but at least i have no school.

also.. i really like how i only write in my xanga when i'm completely pissed off. i'm not suicidal, i promise. only depressed, sometimes  and i have deduced that the world is full of fools. myself included, but shit, that's life.

my mom comes home from china tomorrow. back to hell for me.

...you've got your gun to my head.

So last night was homecoming, the best one i've been too. it was TIGHT and I had mucho fun.

also.. i will edit with more details about it later.

but for now.. pictures shall suffice.

__EDIT__
I like how now the pictures don't work because the host is LAME. But I'll continue on with my.. story? so homecoming.

That morning.. Robbie woke me up and picked me up and we met the rest of the group and Mountain Crest park.. then we began our scavenger hunt! (FYI: everything we did was a surprise!) Jake and.. Jake loaded up the explorer with us girls, while the rest of the guys went to.. do something? we had our first clue.. each clue led us to someone's house and someone there would give us a new one.. then the final clue landed us at IHOP for breakfast! bwuahhaah. then.. i went home.

Out of nowhere my stepdad was like.. "you're tires need air." So even though I kept telling him i needed time to get ready, he made me go to City Auto to get stupid air in my tires. Then I picked up Robbie's bouttonierre (jfklsadjslda; however you spell it. boot-an-ear fuhhhh), which turned out TIGHT.

I took a shower and got ready.. then watched the goonies because I am cool.

Robbie picked me up and we went to this mormon kids ginormous house, equipped with.. 289301289301 mormon people. and me...

There, we took 33432 pictures and then we had an awesome dinner. It was better than I expected.. very TIGHT. we had these sorbet things for desert, and the sorbet was filled in half fruits (i.e. orange sorbet in an orange.. ) and they were YUM.

We went to the dance for like.. negative 30 minutes. 25 of those minutes were spent waiting in line to take pictures.. then we danced. ONCE.

We rushed from there.. to the Monte Carlo, to watch Lance Burton. Even though I've seen that show 4 times.. it was still tight. After the show we walked on the strip.. we were supposed to record it.. but the camera didn't work so after a while we just left. Then I went home.. and crashed into my bed.

GOOD STORY RIGHT? i thought so. now if only my pictures would work again. for some reason.. they work one at a time. randomly.

we're pimp.

i like how i dont stand up straight.

GANGSTAHHHH!!!